f e e l i n g r e a t

2006-04-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

hm.been feeling out of sorts recently.i dont know why too.

jus had a change of canoeing partner for my k2 boat.changed to klar now.hmm.jiaolian looks quite satisfied with our performance so i guess this pairing is here to stay. hmm. our hard long strokes are nice. (: im sure we can excel jiayou everyone. do not give up hope even when the future seems bleak, alright? im sure everything will turn out fine.

ran my 2.4k today. was feeling really queasy when i reached school. huh what is this man. pre-run tension?! hahaha. ya then i kept mum until the run was finished. haha. couldnt really talk to ppl la too nervous liao. wanted to break my pb wad. now my pb is aw's timing last year -.-" ok im proceeding at a snail's pace la. my stamina can go and die! hahaa.anw i came in with shuyi la. same timing! hahaha. (: finally.

oh well.i bom alot the past week or so! swensen, nooch noodles bar, seoul garden and gelato and ... wahhhh. siao i better row like mad tmr!otherwise all dos fats accumulate! ):

biotech can really go and die. i look as thou im trying to read greek ok! ):
enough of griping time for some photos!

thats me and b3 rowing!

2006-03-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

haha.im feeling motivated and inspired by everybody especially after the canoe trg camp!yonghui is really v inspirational and i feel like a surge of school pride and yeah the passion and drive to excel and achieve our dreams. me and beatrx are improving i tink!after 2 sessions of intensive rowing and perseverence.. harnessing my mental strength and thinking of winning for the school! yay. competition this coming sat

2006-02-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

hm.i ate alot these few days.i dunno why too.its jus a sudden impulse to bom or sth.maybe im too stressed already.i tink i need to lighten up.studies isnt everything now. i have much to worry in canoe. the troubles of having lousy stamina and to face tough competition from fellow teammates and to row our best during trainings. the mental stress of it all.. im surprised im still whole. the traumas of being a j2 is taking its toll on me. its been so long since i have a well-deserved break. chem is always rushing tutorials and wad not. rahh rahh rahh. makes me feel as though im on a concorde. and i cant seem to remember any of the conditions for all the shit equations and dunnno wad react with wad gives u wad...?! tmd. im tired.

yesterday was spent at jquek's hse for the canoe party.hahaha.quite fun alright. his house was super nice albeit located so far in ok! we walked like winding paths and roads b4 reaching ok.tired la.hahaa. his hse has got jap culture infused into the general setting of the hse. cool. and his bro is a cassonova in the making ok.flirt with peishan the whole nite. and canoeists are really clumsy i realized. we split damn alot of stuff on the floor ok!! catastrophic. ppl ought to think twice the next time they wan to invite the team to their hse. and the most classic moment of the day was...

oh tmd i split a cup of green tea on myself ok. in fright. let me tell u wad happen. i was eating stingray at the table when jquek's bro took out his chinchila and was holding it damn near to my face.( of cos i din no abt it being so near cos i was busy eatin) and the next moment i turned.. WAHHHH tmd. my eyes connected with this black lump of flesh ( hello its the chinchila) and i screamed ok. and the contents in my cup i was holding went flying into the air. and landed nicely on my hair and arms and legs. thanks. so malu. the rest of the girls were howling ok! bent over practically. hmfp so mean. oh well. i was split with green tea twice the whole nite ok! the other time was, i was fighting with tracy for a konnuyaku jelly ( hello i haven tried b4 can, next time ask jquek to make more pls) and in her hurry to get to the savoury piece of jelly, she knocked over a full cup of jap green tea rite onto my lap. oh my fg. i couldnt believe my freaking luck. poor jquek had to mop the floor ( sorry la) hahaa. i did try to help by wiping with tissue.

altogether, the nite was quite fun, the tension normally present in the atmosphere was sorta absent. . hmmm. the great food and the fun melded us together i guess .we were having so much fun playin ddr ok. some of us ( aka me) reallly suck at it but jquek was quite pro leh. i bet he secretly trained or sth.hahahaa.

yay! im looking forward to fish and co after gp cts! :D

2006-02-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

2006-02-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

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2006-02-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

hohoho just a pic to scare those who read my blog (: i lub you all.

2006-02-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

haha.okay the system is back!
participated in chingay yesterday and it was damn tiring albeit fun!this is the only performance when i actually smiled more than i ever did for my entire life!hahaha.really my grin was plastic and ready to crack.hahha.plus the costumes made all of us look fat. ><

hmm. the response from the public as we waved to them could have cooled a cup of boiling water. no response generally.walau.singaporeans are really not enthu!hahaha.ok got some exceptions but its onli a small proportion which bothered to wave back to us. they were concerned that we would look like idiots waving to the air molecules. the performance was generally ok. except for some irritating part like the float shooting out some crepe paper omg.i got entangled la.so maluuu.hmpf!! and i was like strangled by the long string of paper!!tmddd. oh well. the 1st performance was the telecast performance so it was mighty scary!but luckily i wasnt caught on tv otherwise i might end up looking blur - because i was following ppl's step too.hahahaha. oh well. this is quite a fun expr i must admit.hahha.once in a lifetime. but anw, the people were great and i really loved being part of the action all happening at orchard road! (: cheers. gtg back to my mountain of work. see ya. tata*

2006-01-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

getting stuck in the toilet aint funny esp if its a handicapped one.hahaha.the handle was screwed and once i got in, there was no coming out anymore.hahaha.omg this is like how embarrassing!had to call out to some random ppl and wait for them to open the door.hahaha.councillors somemore.no face liao.hahaha.anw, bio s is crazy wan me to hand in ESSAY next week when theres no lect wadsoever.like that means wad.we learn INDEPENDENTLY at all times.this is gg to be killer man.

im so freaking busy nowadays with chingay and trg and class and hw.omg.j2 is horrible.hw, hw, and more hw. i got no time to breathe

2006-01-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

i dunno why i was so frustrated today during trg..i tink im approaching menopause lahh.hahaha.oh well.it din started out well at all.wad with jl putting me in front in the k2 boat when he very well knows that my ruddering skill sux.hahaha.afterall im backman for like ages and it really takes some time to readjust to sth new and he shud like stop changing all our partnership and trying to be adventurous.sometimes it irritates me.and the way he thinks im like how strong when im not really that strong.and i dun wan bulging biceps and a huge guyish frame so can he stop being so..

enough said.the cappings today out at sea are having a really bad effect on me.made me moody and snappish when i'm not even angry at anybody in particular jus the world in general. one of the mood swings that dont surface often.damn.sorry for those caught in the crossfire today.although jl thinks im not bad,im not infallible ya. i make mistakes too and sorry to anyone who happens to be involved.

im bloody tired from trg today.hahaha.hangover from thurs's weight trg and my stamina really needs more work than what im giving it.shall go swimming sometime soon.hahaha.i wan bigger lungs!

2005-12-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

the lovely day is coming soon..less than a month b4 i bom again!hoho.. turning eighteen so soon alr.not fu-nnn.when everyone is stil 17!

2005-12-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

the last day of the year and the most uneventful training of the year!!hahaha.oh well.so unlucky and suay can!we got locked out of the shed and had to wait for our coach under the blazing sun for some time before we can go off cos all our stuff all inside!!dotxx.

today's bursting was relatively well done!hahaha.yay beatrice!hahha.although we were on a norm k2 it stil proves that we have the potential ya!hahaha.oh well.there was this funny sec 3 sji boy who was trying to compete with us and we were like -.-". cos it was like we were at the 500m and the two of us were jus drifting ard in the water cos we dunno when to start racing with one sec 1 sji boy (under jiaolian's instructions). so aiya heck la we jus start and suddenly we see one red polar boat on par with us and grrr!hahaha.then suddenly we break momentum by a sudden tilt and he got the lead.. oh well.we were expected to lose but we din lose by too much i hope.hahahaha.

the end of the year calls for some reflections and resolution yeah?hahaha, i hope to become a more considerate, helpful and better person in general..and i wan to stick determinedly to my diet and become slimmer in future.i hope to row faster without adding more muscles to my alr huge arms.no thank you.heehee.and i hope our team will be more committed towards rowing so that we can at least maintain our position now.hmm. ac is chasing up!hahaha.oh welll.we better buck up ya.. dont wanna lose like sai next year after working so hard for all this. boohoo.so all the canoeists, no more ponning of trg and falling sick.eat more vitamin C! (: cheers and a happy new year in advance! gong xi gong xi!!

2005-12-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

hello to all.sorry for the lack of updates!been busy playing maplestory!hahaha.aiyo that silly game is afterall quite addictive.i really must stop when sch reopens otherwise its going to be a downhill year for me!): hahaha.oh well.lets see.

first of all, the xmas canoeist party.quite cool!the food were fantabulous,of cos home-made by wanlin and jasmine.heehee a bit guilty cos i was playing bridge upstairs in an air-con room while they were slogging their guts out in the basement kitchen!jasmine's hse dam big cannnn!hahaha.coolll.heeheee.a total of 7 fridges.totally rox.and they have a lot of pumpkins stored at home.almost like a year's supply or sth...ahhahah.

chingay..FUN.quite fun to dance and everything even though i haf a bad memory and may seem over-enthu at times to wanlin and beatrx who keep slacking!!hahaha.oh well.i got caught ponning leh by the person in charge.die.paiseh till die.act i pon trg la.cos we haf trg after chingay and i too sian to go for trg so i decided to pon!hhaha.yeahhh.loyal canoeist sia!(:

rowing today was well..6k onli..slack until cannot slack alr!ahhaha.and beatrx's strokes improved!hooray!hahaa.and aiwern too.we better buck up cos jiaolian doesnt haf a very good impression of our str!so we shall show him wad we are made of! (muscles of course) hope that my diet plan goes according to my schedule and i'll be able to squeeze into the chingay costume in early feb!hahahaha.yaya..good nite.

2005-12-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

rowed a bloody 16k today.tiring for the muscles yet good for the cardio.hmmm.im deadd.

2005-12-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note, just went to chompx2 to bom with my sec sch friends!hahaha, totally went berserk ok!ate stingray, satay, chicken wings and sambal kangkong and ice cream mixed with wine!hahaha.ok i must really stick to my diet from today onwards.no bingeing and i owe rebecca alot of money!dotx.im really broke!

2005-12-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

somehow what i want to say nv gets published on my blog.that is because i always think of what i want to write in the middle of the night when the night is silent and my brain just rrrr.

you are just but a fleeting memory in my mind.the only trace of you having been here in my life is the footprints indelibly etched in some small corner of my heart.somehow i dont miss you at all which just goes to show how far we have drifted ever since.but i thank God for at least placing you in my life once for your presence brings comfort and peace of mind during trying times.indeed, you have shown marks of humanity: compassion and kindness.im most grateful for all the things you have done and may the good Lord bless.

2005-12-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

water trg today.. quite disappointing cos me and wanlin couldnt do the burst properly at all in the 500m.she was so devastated that she cried after we capped for the 2nd time at the same exact mark!urghhh.disgusting.that place is haunted i swear.hahahha.but nevertheless it was a good attempt still.well done,partner!hahaha.

discussion for the party is getting heated and im so excited to be a part of all this!yay..i love canoeists!we even decided to buy a team sb!hahaha.so united.thats wad i love abt canoeist.no one gets neglected and everyone is involved in all the stuff that we do. we always move at the speed of the slowest man yeah.sounds familiar..heehee.a cliche phrase used by the seniors.hhahah.we are gg to haf so much fun on boxing day!!

2005-12-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmm im really black.which doesnt happen overnight really.and im actively seeking treatment now.anyone has any suggestions?and any tips on getting rid of dark circles!they are bloody persistent in showing on my face and oh well i tink i look like a owl..keeping late nite!when i sleep like how early,wad kind of a owl am i?! -.-"

2005-12-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

heehee.yest water trg was horrendous wad with the huge waves that come towering over our boats and yes, the need to adjust to new partners.i rowed with siqs and sarah and well.i cant seem to work with siqs anymore,the magic is lost!hahaha.but with sarah its okay,except for this screwed rescue attempt, which sent the boat crashing on us, i got hit on the head while sarah got hit on the chest.hmmm.okay, it wasnt anyone's fault but still it was kinda pain.but no, i dont blame anyone.hahaha.they were good enuf to come to our rescue,ahhaha.anw,peishan was our ultimate saviour!she saved us plenty of times and hmmm.not too bad a rescuer..hahaha

today played bridge with klar,sarah, wanlin, aiwern, and jasmine..hahaha.quite fun!even with the absence of yogi!hahahaa.oh well.sarah is so cunning!always make ppl think she's your partner.cos she's so mysterious and everything with her cards and always has a know-it-all air abt her!hahaha.oh well.im intimidated!ahhahaha.and our gaming session ended well with sarah and aiwern winning a bid of 5!hahaha.ok we were lousy(me and klar).no correct that,we haf lousy cards.

2005-12-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

heehee.trg today was pathetic.onli 4 girls turned up and jl crazy make us do 16k.and run after it.gg to die soon.someone pls save me.haha.i cant help bracing water.for that i got scolded.thnks ah.poor partner(wanlin)heehee.i feel very evil leh.sometimes i feel guilty for letting her row so hard in front while i brace..): but i got n o choice ok!hhahaha.

2005-12-08T13:43:00.000+08:00

the bridge club is revived!haha.and im not the ultimate loser ok!i got win some games la..hahaha.had fun today.trg turnout was pathetic!onli 6 of us..disgustin la!hahaha.all those ppl enjoying themselves in US,laos and god knows where else(:

2005-12-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

haha..today was my first day wearing contacts to rowing session!haha so comfortable to have perfect vision..although ppl haf to put my with my panda eyes!hahahaha.oh well..today was quite ok rowing with wanlin.i tink im a horrible partner..complaining of leg cramps, bracing water all the time and wadnot.hahaha.oh well!sorry wanlin!that idiot jl!oh well.went out for dinner after that and talked abt childhood memories..wad with wanlin's childhood being one so tramuatic and peishan's so ...agressive.hahaha.oh well.(: a fun day!yay!tmr gg to haf bridge session with the bridge-canoe club!looking forward to it!(:

2005-12-05T14:01:00.000+08:00

getting contacts soon.im scared that i'll freak out before i even put those thin transparent lens into my eye.i haf a phobia of getting into close contact with my eyeballl.hahaha.very excited too!(: a new look for the coming year.

2005-12-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

dont quit

dont quit when the tide is lowest

for it's jus abt to turn

dont quite over doubts and qns

for theres always sth u may learn

dont quit when the nite is the darkest

for its jus a while till dawn

dont quit when u haf run the farthest

for the race is almost won

dont quit when the hill is steepest

for ur goal is almost high

dont quit for you're not a failure

until u fail to try

2005-11-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

chingay

hahaha.damn funny leh today.had my first chingay practice and i tell u its damn maluating!oh no.wad a klutz i am.totally no coordination and rythm haha.cannot dance for nuts.i dunno wad im doing totally!(:but its really a fun experience.hahaha.had fun laughing at wanlin,beatrice and myself.the 3 of us were really laughing our hearts out at each other.hahaha.like totally.haha.cos this is our first session and we have to start learnin from scratch which is not easy at all.pyschomotor la.my arms and legs were getting all entangled.damn malu.as compared to the lithe and supple dancers!haiz..how unfair life can get!!whyyy.hahaha.skinny and graceful!waaaahhhh.

hahhaha.okay.we are going to be wearing costume that will be hugging us like a second pc of skin so i tink i better get some work done here.IM GG ON A DIET.hahaha.to get rid of all those flabs on my waist and arms and legs.so i can dance better with a lighter body.hmmm.but who am i kidding.hahaha.okkkk.no one.

hohohoho.

2005-11-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

try insulting someone non-stop and see if he/she gets irritated.if she dosn't, congrats u have found a saint.but that's unfortunately not me.

2005-11-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.i was too lazy to update prev.but okay,here comes a bout of complaining and whining!brace urself..

expedition: BLOODY HELL(ron weasly..). it was pouring the whole of tuesday which was the first day of our expedition.such a disappointment!): and i realized im very accident prone!): fell when i haven even got onto the boat.how dumb can i get!boohoo.so end up with a huge cut on my knee which was probably festering during the 2 day stay.boohoo.anw,thanks to all who were concerned!yay,i feel loved.hahaha.anw, rowing dragon boat is no joke man.constant strain on one side of the shoulder and one arm is not going to do my arm size any good.i tink im gg to look unproportionate.hahaha.aiya. the exped was fun overall la.act the girls were q lazy cos everything was done by the guys ha.cooking, washing, almost everything.erm.but we did helped.thou minimally.hahaha.FRISBEE was fun!really enjoyed myself.. the bloody tent leaked in the middle of the nite and miserable me had to climb out of the flooded tent and subject myself to intolerable coldness!exposed to biting wind and chilly rain..im surprised i hvn fall sick as YET.(:

im sure this exped has helped bridge partially the gap betw the guys and girls team, but stil there exists a small hole still.hahahaha. hmmm.

yeah no more work for me!no more slacking in the bank where i haf to put on a fake smile and ask ppl whether they wanna sign up for ... hahaha.

2005-11-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

hohoho.a quick entry b4 i go play maple.hahaha.today's rowing session was damn hilarious!really.me and beatrx are a violent pair.she kicks ppl when doing her pullups while i kick ppl when getting onto the boat after we capsized.hahaha.damn funny.i squashed aiwern's lipids while i nearly capped zengyu in a T1.he was like "oei!lihong!gentler!" okkkk.i had too much to eat for the past 2 days,so i tink i became heavier and it was kinda hard to get onto the boat.haha.really.being lite is so much better!hahaha.aiya.

we have horrible sets as usual after rowing.alot of pushups in which u haf to hold for 5s.i tink i really cmi.sometimes i'll jus fall flat on my stomach with a resounding bang(cos i haf a hard stomach-.-")!hahaha.anw.its really killin me la all this stuff.but at least i can do 10 pullup with onli one person holding me.and i tink its easier to do it that way leh.im really weird!):

went to pastamania for dinner with teammates.quite fattening but NVM.hahaa.we crapped and lamed and it was very funny ...yes really.enjoyed myself (: thank you canoeists!(:esp my "servant partner"-beatrx. i love you loads!and i dun treat u like trash k.cos i have important stuff on today.i wont abandon you for nuts!(:

2005-11-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

started work today..at uob tanglin shopping centre.i was just stoning outside the bank.it was quite sian nang, but really its not easy trying to stand still for nearly 5 hours. and the ppl there all are damn classy, wad im trying to promote they all have alr!wad is the world coming to?!im def not gg to promote anymore debit card anymore.really.its tough!):i will go for milder jobs.hahaha. but i stil got 2 applicants which is quite good.actually this kind of thing, its no use how hard u try to promote, BECAUSE it really is up to the cust's intention, if he/she has NO intention AT ALL,no matter wad u do,its still pt less so at the end of the day, u are wasting saliva.dotx.but the staff there are quite nice, i like them.act the banking enviro is quite cool.i quite like it,maybe i shall be a banker next time.hohoho.i will haf super dry flaky skin if i really become one.

and after that, went off for some briefing at centrept with meix for some promoter job.AGAIN.ahha but i tink this one easier cos its children's program and parents are easier to convince, when their children's future are concerned.hopefully i can get GOOD commission.after that, i was almost faintin with hunger.cos i onli had a snickers bar which i devoured secretly in the toilet haha.too hungry to take it so i made some excuse and rush to the toilet.hohoho.lame.unhygenic.wadeva.desperate times call for desperate measure.hahaha.

went to eat afterwards with meix.damn fun.we ate crystal jade xiao long bao.haha.the total bill came up to 3.75 and i tink the woman wan to box us!$%#$#@@! she must be wondering whether we are mad! i mean, who in the rite mind will ONLY spend 3.75 in that kind of ex restaurant!?fun fun fun.its good to go out to orchard..(:invite me the next time u wan a fun filled trip with lotsa of lame jokes and cracks! tata.bye.

2005-11-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

i realized im weak.in flesh.i cant seem to complete my run continuously.it often has to be split down to segments and i honestly dont see wad good it will do to my stamina if i keep this up.but everytime i wanna run,giddy spells seem to be cast over me and somehow my stomach dont feel quite right.they squirm and twist, probably hoping that i'll put up a pained expression on my face such that i can be excused from running.and my calves will harden as though i've jus pumped in steel.which is highly unlikely.so my body raises its protest at the prospect of running and wad am i supposed to do?i dont wanna collapse on the track or wad.im stil young afterall with a bright future staring me in the face.not exactly very bright either cos i din manage to get any s papers.tmd.wad's wrong with the management in rj?!i mean if i cant take it i'll drop la!not as if i'll take s papers at the expense of my a lvl papers.c'mon, give me a break.the appeal better be successful. otherwise... nothing.i'll go back to normal routine and study for As instead.but i'll be feeling grouchy no doubt.

going for chingay rehearsal tmr and i hope i dont make a fool out of myself by trying to dance a chicken dance or be a tree trunk or wadeva.hahaha.buts its good cip hours!hahaha.aiyaaa.hidden agendas.

2005-11-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's" Your Reputation?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

hahaha this is funny

2005-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

read 4 harry potter books in 4 days.am i crazy or wad?i dunno but the craze of reading harry potter has caught on .. and im watching harry on 17th!haha.oh welll.

nite safari was fun.that was an interesting trip but i tink it din serve its purpose of bonding our class together.it only serves to accentuate the obvious gaping split between the different cliques in the class,hmmm.food for thought.the place where there were loads of flying bats was so scary!dotx.i was grabbing muikee's hand so hard i tot her flimsy fingers wouldnt make it.expecting to hear some cracks or sth,haha.i haf an iron grip!(:but overall it was a fun trip!cos i haven been there since very long!haha.last time i was there it was with my dad.(:

but still,an enjoyable experience seeing nocturnal animals that were not commonly sighted in my daily life.hoho. i discovered that im quite a cam whore leh.fighting to be in every photo.haha.errrr..

and i look like a bi.ha.thanks ah.boost to my morale really.compliment from my classmates.

2005-11-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

goodbye all.my final entry.im too lazy to update la(:maybe one day when i feel like blogging i will open an anonymous blog.tada` till then

lih` signing off(:

2005-11-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

OP was relatively a nerve wreaker today.quite dramatic start..bryant was late and arrived just in the nick of time,and the laptop provided was laggy and took some time to respond.so we had a false start.ahhhh.okay.then it started and when it was approaching my turn, my heart just started pounding like madd i dont know why!then when i started to say my script, my voice sorta cracked!):aiya bad start.then it continues.and soon i was sorta nervous and i start brushing my hair and makin my specs and shifting my foot, walau.all this haf nv happened b4 in my dry run.im so pissed.why like that.i cant put a beautiful full stop to my pw journey.): and the q and a section was worse.the teacher said i wasnt convincing at all im my description of my grp strength and weakness. dunno wad la. o.O

went shopping with sonia after op at bugis. walked and walked and walked...jus to buy 2 sets of presents.ha.she paid all of them cos im quite broke and i haf no job now.the job agency dont wan me la cos i haf so many committments!):shittified lehh.bot a shirt, a lotion and a wallet respectively.hmmm.

now to go finish my i&r.woots.this whole ordeal is finally over.

2005-11-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

pw pw pw..

im counting down to your death

when i no longer have to see your ghastly face

that will be the day

when i sip champagne and yell "HOORAY!"

haha.nice poem.(:

2005-11-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

today rowed 12.5k on k2 with beatrx my favorite k2 partner..cos she's the onli one whom i can row in sync with.im such a sad case!haix.but i cant do anything about it thou): beatrx and i haf sweared that we are gg to conquer the idiotic advantage kayak.currently everyone is complaining about it cos its like sitting on a roller coaster, u haf to be constantly on the guard for tilts otherwise u might jus end up hafing water in ur mouth and nose..WHICH means to say u capsize.aiya..my arms are all sore now.aiyo!

to think last time we took the same amt of time to row 4k..dotxx.that was back in first 3 mths or sth(:

2005-11-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

played badminton today.i haf forgotten the feeling of flying in the court but for others it will be like seeing a hippo flying ard clumsily but the footwork just came flooding back and yes, i was exhilarated. ching's frens are very lame and funny can.aiya,all same type wan!haha.(: hmm. really sweat like mad cos the tamp sports hall is damn hot and absolutely no ventilation or wadsoever.boiling, i tell you.ha.it sure doesnt feel this way last year!(:ha. anw, playing with bessie is very taxing leh.haiyo.all the wts trg not very effective leh.i tire so easily.hmm.

2005-10-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

my lovely phone!((:

2005-10-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

i totally love my new phone!i can transfer all the phots from my phone to the comp!yeah!loving it by the minute..hopefully it wont be the newest target for theives!):esp after the macri incident.still suffering the trauma from it all!dotx. im def not letting my phone fall prey to moral-less ppl!

trg is becoming monstrous and so am i.a monster waiting to rear its head.bewaree

2005-10-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

HMMM.trg today was particularly effective cos i FINALLY managed to be in sync with my partner on board. you see, im rowing a k2 which meant 2 ppl on board thus the 2 person must row with EXACTLY the same momentum and thus it is a very difficult task as ive always taken the tack of a "one-man show", which meant im usually quite off limit.and thus jiaolian has alot of opinions about my rowing,he always say i dont use my strength and how my rowing is not in sync blah blah.
but today,so surprising rowed with dear beatrice and im very pleased with my perfomance cos i got praised la.hahha.although my performance is not exactly sterling, but stil it is an improvement from the previous session as im starting to incorporate some twisting into my strokes.and jiaolian say im finally using my strength.hahaha.yeah,it feels good to be praised.hmmm. but one nagging problem remains, which is my left arm is very weak, thus i cant seem to recover fast enuf.a very irritating problem cos i tire easily towards the end.and always i wan to give up but good ole beatrice will always spur me on!thanks darling!
im gg to buy a new phone soon hopefully.which is very expensive thus i will prob be using it for like 5-6 years.aiyo, dunno whether i'll be sick of this phone not.hopefully i'll haf enuf stamina to last me thru these few years.in case you din no,im a very fickle person, thus i haf a bad habit of changing my phone every one year or sth...thus my mom made me promise not to change phone after 2 years...dotx.YES I'LL PERSERVERE! THE CEDAR WAY.

2005-10-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

im so lazy to update nowadays.but there is an incident which happened on the premises of our rj shed in macritchie today.this is a most unfortunate incident.some of our stuff got stolen,like money,phones and wallets.all of us were yakking away about who could haf done it,and the area outside the shed was a perfect pandemonium..i really pity mavis who has just changed her mobile,her previous phone was stolen as well.and eugene's whole bag was stolen along with all the canoeing fund as well as his personal belongings, u-glen aso lost his phone.what's happening to the moral integrity of people nowadays?!haiz.

ok,coach says it must be an internal job, since only rj ppl have access to our shed.oh well.but our shed was not padlocked the whole time just now.hmm.and i dont wan to think that one of our ppl is capable of stealing from his/her teammates..its jus so wrong. so for now,we haf no evidence of ppl stealing our stuff and i guess we only have ourselves to blame, for it is ultimately our responsibility to take charge of our belongings.we shud haf kept our shed padlocked at all times, even if it meant taking the trouble to walk back and retrieve the keys from the relevant personnel if we find the shed locked.oh well. this is a painful and expensive lesson for all of us and i do hope that whoever has done it will be pricked by his/her conscience and return the belongings to the rightful owner.afterall, Man is not infallible.to err is human.wad's important is that one sees the wrong in wad one has done and try one's best to rectify the problem.

succumbing to undesirable temptation is not acceptable at all

2005-10-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

first weights trg today and oh well..im still trying to adapt to the strenous exercises and trying to block out the irritating voice in my head which keeps telling me to give up.hahaha.today's trg was fun..cos we had a picnic after gym.we camped out in front of the toilets and ate APPLES.yes we are very healthy!and the apples were delicious courtesy of mavis and aiwern.ThANks!
aiya,stil haf troublesome pw to do!i hope i dont suffer from stage fright tmr..most prob wont but on second thoughts maybe i will. (jus take a look at ngan's big eyes)
try playing TABOO next time!its a great game and promotes team bonding!yaya. hickey dickory tock (?)!haha.we laugh like mad la!it shud be hickory btw.
alright that's all.bye.got to go rush my pw!

2005-10-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

hee.today was RJ's open hse..quite boring lehh.no one else came except rgs and ri ppl.quite boring la. all i did was play catching with the stuffed balloon.hmm.i found out i was pretty good at catching single-handed.got secret talent..maybe next time can join softball.haha.((:aiya..so it was a quite tiring dayy.

went marche to pig out jus now.xy's birthday.ate 3 sumptuous dishes,onli ard 15 bucks.NOT BAD MAN.hee.alright.very tired and not thinking str8..goodbye!

with no voice left,im left with no opinion.and i dunno wad im going to do on sunday for the rehearsal for OP?!shit.

2005-10-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.so today was open hse preparation..had quite a lot of fun in the amphi with my canoemates!aiya,i was just being useless handing out scraps of paper and cutting stuff because im not ARTISTIC.hello, look at me and tell me which part of me seems artistic to you?!
IM A BORING PERSON.
the canoeing board is NICE.do pop by and see it.seeing is believing.haha,okay.we spent quite some time cutting all the letters,it was fun albeit time consuming..but yes,it is really fun doing stuff together in a group.it sorts of bond everyone together,despite different ppl holding different views.of cos,each to his own.
watched some tantalizing performance by Raffles Dance, and yes were they hot! shake as if they were possessed (no sarcasm involved here) but really very invigorating dance and really entertaining.really.now i know why ppl think a___is so hot.i can understand.perfectly.she really is.as i said, seeing is believing. you just haf to see her in action!
went off for tuition afterwards, and realized my voice is nearly gone. hmm. bad sign. how am i going to talk tmr then to all the new juniors wannabes?shit. now i sound like ah do. HUSKY MAN.sexyyy.haha.
i kinda agreee with wad klar says.an online diary is not really suitable for pouring out whatever you feel cos .. its just not appropriate. it is as if u bare your soul to the whole world and u are left with nothing inside. everyone ought to have some secrets locked away in a secret chamber in your heart (called the ventricles, haha joking) wherever it is. it makes a person feel complete.i dunno how to put this in words but then..nv mind. ( okay random.com here)
*its kinda sad that things will turn out this way.its time for a self reflection man.alright!see ya.

2005-10-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

i have discovered a new source of entertainment! i din know watching movie in the sch lib can be so fun!its almost like gg to the theatre but yes,it has an added advantage!no $ needed!yay..

2005-10-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

heh heh..jus got home.from town.im very very tired both mentally and physically.walked and walked and walked like there's no tmr.heee.aiyo.

okay went for kbox in the morn with classmates.quite fun although kenny was q silent haha.chinese songs mah,din display his singing talent to the maximum leh.everyday keep saying "i sing ver-y well leh"hahaha.okay,not bad la.i cannot sing without the original singer la!haha.okay some can.those are sing until i can mutter the lyrics in my sleep..

hmm.after that,went shopping with sonia to shop for xiying's present..we walked to and fro,and our destination ranges from far east to heeren there,hahaha.so far away!so i guess i did away with some fats and calories yeah?haha.self consolation.aiya.oh well.so we bot a skirt from pmk.hope she likes it yeah.sorry for pangseh-ing the rest..(=

met some of the 3q ppl and got mistaken as grace(?!)haha..dunno who lehh,okay the person was quite embarrassed after she found out that im not grace.hehe.we were resting our feet at bk la,then saw some posers(dunno which college wan)standing there and crowd gazing.haha.very lame.i always feel uncomfortable ard them.dotx.

sonia went for a haircut at SUPERCUTS and q pro leh the service there.not bad and for 20+.okay la reasonable(=we sat there for quite long (i even had time to finish 2 mag and observe ppl cut hair..okay i was really bored of course i was also busy perusing myself in the mirror..hahaha) heh heh(=that's all!byeee.alright.

2005-10-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

have you ever tried playing marvel vs capcom(aka street fighter) on a ddr(dance x2 rev) mat before?if you have tried, you would have found out that it is really a good way to sweat it all out.wad with all the slapping of the floor using our HANDS.good workout at glen's hse jus now.we were a lil too high..((:yupp.i really am very lousy with coordination which is evident from the constant failing of the ddr,cannot get past the first stage la..GGXX!haha.cant dance for nuts. -.-"' oh well.

not feeling right,so shall keep this entry short and sweet.

and im a pig,i will bloat up and squash all of you soon.(i hope it is just a passing phase,i seriously hope so)

2005-10-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

hehheh,haf a really fun and rewarding time today!yay!im really happy that i haven weaned off my sec 4 clique as yet.they are fun ppl.((:love being in their company..

well first of all,sonia and waihan were LATE and i haf to wander around in the times bookshop not cos im mugger but at an early time of 10+, there is no shop opened la!and somemore suntec so ulu.so little shops that open early!hahaha.oh well,was reading archie and betty and veronica..dotx.

went kboxing which is totally cool!8 pc of sushi and 1 lemon tea for lunch.but i really was busy singing out LOUD to really eat my sushi!haha.very cool.lucky im not mic shy leh.(okay everyone,can laugh now)i kept hogging the mic lehh!haha.just sang and sang and sang nonstop.screaming at the top of our voices leh.aiya we were once cedarians leh.known for our power to scream.looking forward to the next visit with class.((:

we were jus walking ard suntec and went to eat yami yoghurt and a hershey choc pie!pigg at work.NO DISTURBING.we decided to go to queensway.haha.impromptu decision.we are damn on leh!too high after kboxing.

i bought a bag!nike green and black bag.the design limited edition.but looks quite norm and a bit big.my mom keep saying it will break and all those nonsense and how i shud haf bot a bag similar to my sis'.ADIDAS.okayyy.wadeva.i like this bag cos its really good.can double up as a sling bag and a tote bag.cool huh?but since i haf big arms, prob will carry it as a sling bag la.see my moood and decide.yay!and all for 70 bucks!original price 82.95..save some bucks..((:

okay i simply cant contain myself k.sonia got herself an absolutely cheap deal!!okayy she act wanted to buy this nike dunks,which costs like 105 after discount,then..the shopkeeper prob was confused or sth,he charged her onli 79!!omg..aiyo she zhuan dao la!so jealous!haha..

after walking ard the 2nd floor of queensway,we bot some ultra cheap earrings!all for 1+ leh!haha.sonia helped me to foot 40c of the bill.okayyy thank you.haha.bot really cool buttons earring and ring earrings.haha.we bot identical earrings!so united yeah.momentoes for our trip..((:

a very fun-filled day.loving them by the minute.

2005-10-07T10:13:00.000+08:00

i just had a dream.about canoeing.it was weird.i could tell that i was lagging cos i kept capsizing and the seat was narrow, almost down to a single slit!i had to rely on many many ppl to save me.ohh no!and it was really quite funny cos jiaolian chased me and said "stil not tough enuf???" erm...im going to miss seeing him for some while since im gonna be excused from trg.aiya im on light dutyy!and canoeing is like how heavy duty..definitely a no no.

2005-10-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

okay shit.my comp screwed up and my previous long long entry is GONE.oh man.

okay start all over again.damn

first today i was well on my way to school and to my uttter dismay the back gate was locked and yes im stupid enuf to take the bus to the back gate,and so i cant get in,have to take bus all the way back to the mrt.saw my eye candy on the bus,haha.stroke of good fortune.he's very cute!haha,and he blew his fringe la,acting cool.hmm.haha.canoeists are a unique breed yes.haha.

went wondering ard j8 waiting for the rest of the clique,ate a yam pie.yummy!from old changkee.my first loveee.then it started pouring without warning while i was waitin for the rest of the clique at the mrt.tmd!saw quite alot of ppl while i was standing there waiting for the rest.hee.alot of expressions of concern from many ppl, thank you all!((:appreciate it.hee,ryan commented that i dont look sick at all.aiya u all haven seen the worst of me YET okayyy.haha.

anw,silly me took a cab down to ri bus stop!omg im like how dumb waste my money!!hmpff!anw,we went heeren la.ate nydc but its damn hot la!open space at heeren,in the heart of orchard.((:the food doesnt taste as nice as the first time i had it.hmm.the mudpie din taste as nice.hahha.we were like how auntie!tell you,we discovered a fly in the whipped cream and we started to eat as fast as we could.dont loogi!haha.after 1/4 was left we alerted the waitress and asked for a change.haha.we are damn cheapskate leh!haha.oh well, we are afterall typical singaporeans.cant blame us for the inheritance of good genes!and yes,some gossip here,SHUYI was the first to spot our ex-classmate, xinran, who was walking along the road towards cine,but he couldnt hear our excited screams which is lost amid SHUYI'S esp loud one.haha.cant stop teasing her after that!poor thing la.

after devouring our food,we went into heeran,i dont know for wad too,we were jus walking ard quite aimlessly,and we discovered that haha we are a very popular grp of ppl lehh.everywhere we go sure will meet some ppl we know and yes,its HELLO here and HELLO there.haha.okayy its cos singapore is a small place.

after that we were kinda bored and wanted to go over to cine to check some movie timing.bumped into klar dey all halfway and we were like shoutin across the street!haha.u see,its really a small world.

okayy we did some totally embarrassing stuff in cine.we were gawking at harry potter and his companions in the movie HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE which is going to take singapore by storm in nov.yaay!looking forward to the show indeed. and yes, they were stationary so u know what we were looking at.very lame.we were saying how cedric is very handsome and fleur looks quite pretty too.hahaa.better run b4 anyone saw us.haha.

haiya,after that i left halfway for tuition,devouring a packet of famous amos along the way,cos my tuitee has science exam tmr and she cant seem to cope too well with CHEMICAL equations!omg,how many times haf i repeated dat!?goes to show she dont listen to me in class.):haha.had a fu n time.yes at tuition.i like teaching ppl stuff.

hmm,i dont tink i lost any weight at all.look at the way im eating.haha.anw,dengue has done me no good!no weight losss.ahhhhh!

thats all,bye!enjoy the post-promos days ahead!cheers.

2005-10-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

graffiti is fun.go try it after promos end!((:heehee.but my system is damn lagggy.and i cant seem to guess fast enough.so its so unfortunate for my partner!hahaha.im on a roll.

2005-10-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

hmm the rest had chem paper today while im rottin at home.yadayada.now i haf to go beg teachers for s papers.tmd.haa.and my ct was like heehawing away,dismissing me with aiyo!hmm.am i really unworthy of you,bio s?haha.oh well.im talking to myself again.so random.hha.anyway,it's strange how some ppl jus know its you,as if you haf developed a certain style that distinguishes you from others.hmmm.im special!and to all taking feeesics tmr and stil online now at this ghastly time,(when obviously u shud be mugging ur heart out)good luckkk for tmr!feesics, my most dreaded paper.its either u know it or u dont.brace urself.

2005-10-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.went to visit my grandma who is in ailing health today earlier on.i have not been there for a very long long time alr.missed stuff there.my gran is a tad weird,as in she kept whistling to herself,and oh well.she's very glad to see us 3,esp my bro who visits her once in a year(aiyo during the chinese new year onli).she was in high spirits and was laughing away.okay at least i brought joy into someone's life today.i held her hand in mine,and it was warm and soft.feels very good to be in contact.i usually have qualms abt holding elderly's hand,hmm dunno why too.

anyway,everyone is fighting to lead my life now,cos currently i dun need to mug.aiyo.all of you slackers.hahaha.i feel tmd fat leh.why like that ah.ppl tell me im supposed to feel that i have slimmed down,but no?!i feel quite the opposite.pls dont tell me im talking rubbish or wad haf u.but its really the truth.i dont really like my figure.hee.((:

aiya,i jus bot a stives hair repair intensive treatment.dont need to explain why i bot that,i mean you can see the mess my hair is in.its jus resting on my head,and its very dry and frizzy.haiyo.blessed with such good genes from my mom.thank you!!haha.i really wan to thank her la(no sarcasm involved here)cos she has been pretty nice to me.my medical bill is like how ex?!cos of the numerous visits and each time she has to fork money out to pay.hmmm.and she din complain too.SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MAMA HAO!

2005-10-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

aiya very bored at home nothing to blog about leh.my life jus revolve ard tv,tv and MORE tv.hmm.i actually missed mugging,i mean everyone is chionging now,i feel weird ..im so weird!god.haha.going bonkersss.

2005-09-29T13:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.platelet count went up already,so no more blood test for the moment.phew.anyway,im really touched by the many well wishes in my tag board..hhaha.oh well.im going to get well really soon!yaya.thank you all of you.

heard gp was not good today.hmm.lucky i din go lehh.otherwise i would haf died.haiya.stil have to go back for check up on the 4th.after which its party time at nydc with the class!time to indulge in those sinffful mudpies again!yeah.such is the joy of my life,EATING.haha.

2005-09-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

i thank everyone who has shown their concern for me over the past few days.A MOST SINCERE THANK YOU.((:

2005-09-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

my platelet count dropped by 20% yesterday.alas,im afraid it will fall beyond the critical value and then i'll have to be hospitalised.currently it stands at 103.im quite scared.hmm.my life has dwindled to a mundane cycle which is repetitive making it worse to bear.by right i shud be enjoying myself, because im relieved of the immense stress of having to study for promos,BUT imagine urself going thru this cycle of events everyday.going to the doctor early in the morn for a blood test,then returning home to eat lunch followed by sleeping.wake up at nite, eat dinner,then watch tv all the way.hahaha.my life!haiz.

went to school today to find mr.ngan but aiya he's a damn bz man lehh,everytime wan to find him aso cannot find him de lehh!so i ended finding mr nice guy,alfred la who else!haha.he's damn funny leh.he made a show of shunning me when i stand next to him in the office.haha.so funny he say later got mosquitoes in the air.of cos hes joking la.wad a joker..hee.((:and he asked me whether the cause of me contracting dengue is due to me standing at the construction site for 3 hours.wahhahahaa.walau.even my mom and sis says he looks like the joker type.haha.a model for my future husband.haha.humorous,i like it.((:

to everyone taking GP tmr,GOOD LUCK YA.yay,i'll be taking my blood test AGAIN.

2005-09-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

my life ..

haunted by the shadow of dengue

platelet count dropping steadily

wonder if my immune system can make it

will i recover in time to go out with my class on next thurs

i sincerely hope so.

i feel loved by all those who care.

thank you all for making my day

2005-09-26T13:21:00.000+08:00

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatpatternisyourbrainquiz/">What Pattern Is Your Brain?

2005-09-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

just had a blood test.for dengue fever.wahhh,pain la!reminds me of the day i donated blood.haha.i din dare to look at the needle but yes i can feel the pain.the pointed needle.yuck.im gg to be missing gp promos haf a mc to cover me for dat day,hmmm.dunno if its a good thing or not cos if fl decides to take the assignment marks den i will get c or sth for gp which is..not acceptable.muahhaha but in my state i cant study for nuts too.so might as well just pon.will know my bld test result soon.having fever is not fun,waking up early in the morn,feeling burning hot is not my idea of fun.
i dun wan to take promos!boo:X

2005-09-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

im permanently sick.i just cant get to rid myself of this irritating bout of fever which have been persisting since friday.ohh no.im worried dat i may come down with dengue la.wth.hope not.if it really goes down dat way,there goes my s paper and my scholarship(haha,if i can get one in the first place)

2005-09-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

okay.im feeling positively sick.my sore throat worsened and became a full blown fever.last nite was horrible.i felt really on the brink of death.my head was like how hot!had a restless nite,flipping here and there.went to see the doctor once again.and yes,finally he gave him some med for fever.hmm.tmr is phy spa la.how am i going to be functional tmr?!oh well.my brain is twisted alr.cant think str8.haha.((:many thanks to muikee for collecting my hw for me.you are v sweet,darling.comparable to my dear meihong.

2005-09-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

being sick is not a good feeling.esp when you have a enormous lump in ur throat which aches naggingly whenever u try to swallow something.damn.i hate this.must be due to the choc i haf been eating.okay serve me right.now i get my retribution.while everyone will be busy mugging away,i will be lying in bed,willing that lump to go away.:X

2005-09-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

i feel like going on a killing spree.stay off my path and you shall be spared the agony of being dismembered.

2005-09-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

photos from yesterday((:
a golden man!
lovely teeth...
aiya im getting boxed for no reason.
them.
the four of us
another addition to the grp
this is nice!but someone looked away.wasted.otherwise it might be pic perfect
doing my fav activity.
wonderfull times

2005-09-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

wahhh.im feeling satiated now.jus had nydc.hmmm.damn nice.haha.today was an outing to celebrate sonia's bdae.wheee.her present was chosen by me,yes thank you.i know you like the skirt darling.better say u do!haha.oh well.today was wacky(as usual with the "gang")haha.i had hawaiian baked rice with a lot of that italian ham which i simply love!and the pineapple was juicy,(crunch crunch)haha.i stole some of meih's food as welll,cos she couldnt finish and well,dont waste food mah.haha.((:after dat was desser-t time and whoa,mudpies are delicious!tiramisu simply rock,i can still taste it in my mouth.haha.heavenly!i was surrounded alll by angels.(uhh,hallucinating here)haha.anw,its really nice with the additon of alcohol.which was jus a lil bit but it adds to the taste man.cool babe,im going to stake out at nydc after promos.haha((:

hmmm,after we ate and stuff,paid the bill with a glorious amt of 112+,we left the place at ard ten plus,and went on a crazy shooting session.as in taking weird photos with all the logos of all the restaurants and wad haf you.i even took a photo of me holding a golf club(is this wad you call it?ya wadeva)and its damn ugly.shud haf deleted it.haha*im happy today.cheerios.no mugging done thou.ionicccc equilibria, pls let me love you! -.-"im gg crazy.

promos is in 2 weeks time.wahhh.so fast.shit la.i wan to do my s paper!brrrroooom.(revving my brain cells for tmr)gtg bathe,see u'all ard.((:

2005-09-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

bored,bored,bored.someone save me.actually looking forward to going back to school tmr.finallyy

2005-09-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

okay i just stumbled upon this really interesting article about rjc students and various comments on how WE wear our uniforms.

THE ARTICLE!

interesting!haha.all the idiotic comments and wad have you.i second the notion that person must be a rjc reject.muahahaha.otherwise why target our school only?please acjc has a greater portion of short skirts.hmm.

if we dont haf all this short skirts and dropping pants, wad's going to happen to our school population, man?all nerdy looking and cmi ppl?haha.oh well.these ppl are the eyecandies for you.who knows, we might be killing the next generation of polished-looking ppl who have character, by adhering to the rules and regulations which are not meant to be followed in the first place, otherwise we might just end up looking like fashion disasters!

2005-09-08T17:19:00.000+08:00

just back from a session of exercise.hmmm.didnt perspire alot which prob means i din do enuf!haha.wahhh,im so motivated.hmm,cos studying is boring me.nothing related to bio seems to be going into my head.wad's happening to me?haha,oh well.prob cos now i onli haf 2 lights in the kitchen compared to 3 last time.cos one fell down with no apparent reason.hmpf.so dim now.my eyes are strained!haha.no use complaining cos nothing is going to be done about it.clocked 2.7k and some situps and some pull ups altogether.thou i cheated some by walking a small distance.but hey,pls commend me on my determination to run!

aiya u should know that i do things with ulterior motives.so shall tell uuu the real reason why i went exercising.cos i ate too much yesterday at NITE.haha.yesterday was spent at chomp chomp where the glutton in me revealed itselfff.although im sure most of you are well acquainted with this monster in me which i just cant seem to get rid of!haha.ate stingray,fried carrot cake, lime juice, satay, coffee bean which everyone knows is not in chomp chomp .conclusion:after ravaging at chmp,we went over to coffee bean to drink some pure choc blended and enjoy a heavenly pc of tiramisu cake!yumm.but can u imagine the amount of calories deposited just in that one nite.so im protesting to my mom dat im gg to skip dinner but being the STRICT mom she insist that i must eat.wth!fat fat fat.i want to runnnn.

2005-09-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

my hse is rated as potentially unsafe now!my flourescent lamp jus fell from the ceiling with no apparent reason yesterday and hit me!square on the back.owwww~tmd.haha.luckily i din get electrocuted la.otherwise i'll have become really BLACK.haha.aiya.how ah.no more kitchen to study in till tmr!will miss it.heee.IM GOING JOGGING NOW.haha.finallyy.should i go breathe in all the exhaust from the cars or should i just go to the stadium.hmmm.

2005-09-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm.cant resist blogging once again.cos mugging is really a ver y boring job!haha.oh well.being at it for a long time dulls one's sense and makes one sleepyy.loses concentration and tadah!u take 2 hours to finish a very simple lecture(energetics).aiyo.my efficiency is gg downhill.wad with the distraction of tv (zhen qing).

haiyo.muikee is really fond of disturbing me at the wrong time always!haha.dots.haha.either when im sleeping or when im eating.later my food go down the wrong way ah.do contain ur excitement over school work.calm down!

2005-09-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

its fun to go blog surfing once in a while, u can see all the stuff happening in ur school in different ppl's life.hahha.got nth better to do.

okay my blog is gg to be closing down soon cos of the imminent approach of the all important promo exam.hehehe.visit back here in one month's time.tada.till then.maybe i'll blog on impulse now and then.when im done plucking my hairs out trying to mug.(becoming despo)

2005-09-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday marked the end of project superstar.it has been a long journey indeed with all the contestants.the performance in the indoor stadium was spectacular.i could see that all the performers have put in their ultimate best.hmmm.

the boys are really cute.i like the 4 of them who performed my anata.damn funny and realllyy so eyecandish!hahaha.derrick!jy!haha.lovelyy.

jy sang 'rooftop' with sinhuey.nice.they looked like a pair together.their voices sound harmonious together.i was mesmerized.and she looked cool,decked out in the purple evening gown.although i tot it was a bit weird.haha.its not like this is a dinner or sth.i guess its jus for the effect.

okay back to the 2 stars proper.kelly was not bad, her singing won the approval of the judges and i tink she did better yest.her costumes are reallyy of a wide variety,always surprising the audiences.hmm.an element of novelty there.good effort kelly!((:

i love it when weilian started singing his second song.the song with accompaniment.mainly because jy, derr was part of his accompaniment.haha.damn nice!so soothing.and his voice was so touching,it sorta lingered in my ears even after his singing has ceased.haha.oh welll.

yesterday was indeed a night spiced up with kelly's vitality and kelvin's melancholy.what a lethal combination.i enjoyed it((:long live all the superstars!

theme song!

2005-09-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

why did you paint my beloved sch this disgusting colour!(on right)

2005-08-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

hmm.today was quite a fun day..spent with the cedarians!((; pon school in the morn,cos i was too lazy to go.hohoho.oh well.we eat cartel(urghhh and i even apply for the student privilege card!oh no, which means more visit to cartel..((:]ate my favourite dish, chicken and mushroom macaroni!anw, after walking ard ps, we came to swensen.and under MY persuasion went in to eat the $4 sundae!hahaha.aiyo im a pig la.although everyone was like quite full from cartel.hee((:aiyo a lot of eating today, i must starve myself for the next few days to make up for today over bingeing!)):hhaha.we took some lovely neoprints too.nice!i love cedarians!yay!

2005-08-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

hehee.been watching alot of movies this two days.just watched herbie fully reloaded.ahaha.damn funny can!haha.aiyo i like the car, herbie who is so animated!hee.and lindsay lohan has reallyyy nice legss.which i keep whispering to meihong during the show.aiya..hmmm.long toned and ..wonderfullyy delicious!haha.erm i sound like a pervert but nvm.if you haf been ard me for long u shud no why i haf a fetish for nice legs!hahahah.oh well.

herbie has a gf in the show which is like damn lame.cos herb is a car!he is a broken down volkswagon who is supposedly to be crushed alr.so you can imagine how broken down he was.haha.yupp and then he has his eyes on this really posh looking yellow bug.the same specie as him!haha.its reallly very hilarious!hahaha.oh well. its gng to be a long hols ahead with lots of tutorials and lecture notes to catch up on.yay!friday is a school hol!yay.yay.yay.thats what i like abt raffles.haha.all this self-proclaimed hols.hahaha.long live raffles!haha.anw realize raffles is really behind syllabus or smthg cos talk to my fren in veej and found out we are way way behind them!haha((;

2005-08-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

i dun know which part of you have a problem with me but pls jus foff screw you/take the fcuking blame on urself/its ur problem and not mine/you onli have yourself to blame if things dont go ur way/u suck big time/

sorry for the vulgarities involved but its just tit for tat.

2005-08-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm. watched THE MAID today.haha.its quite alot of shocking images that just appear out of nowhere.and ka-BOOM u scream!cos its either illuminated in green light or wad ever colour light that makes it ghostlyy.hahaha.i was viewing the scary part sidesway all the time.aiya i veryy timid!dont ever take me to ghost show!haha.oh well.if you end up sitting next to me you will be in for a series of ear-splitting screams, or ur ear may jus crack cos my freq of my scream matches the natural freq of ur ear's oscillation.aiya im blabbering.shit.prob feverish and delirious from watching a movie cramped up in the seat with my neck in a very awkward sidesway position.ahhhhh.

okay credit has to be given to shuyi who so bravely took up the challenge of sitting next to me.haha.i bit her on the shoulder when i got real scared!!i mean jus reflex la.ahha.and she told me she spotted a lot of random scratch marks on her hands..OOPS.HAHAHA.thats why you nv invite me to a ghost show!haha(:.she stil say she wan to train my guts by gg for movie marathon.special thanks to wayening for holding my hand(fingers) cos we were two terrified souls sitting side by side too.hahaha,wn was mainly hiding behind her bag.

im sick of ghost show!haha.but i dun tink i scream as the last time i watched hide and seek!haha.that time was reallyyy way out.my throat was hoarse after the show.aiya must be cos got mel sitting next to me.shes also a very timid soul jus like me.hahaha.

one funny thing happened durin the show.muikee was laughing damn loud la for god know wad reason.then this person in front turned around and said"im trying to watch a show here"..errrr!okayy fine.we shut up rite after that!haha.aiya.mk, pls try to curb the desire to show the world jus how tinkling ur laughter sounds!hahaha((:yuppp.

as im writing this, im alone in the hse,may god/buddha/daddy bless me.im quite scared now.eeyer

2005-08-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

some photos courtesy of klarissa.SCHOOL LIFE.

me and klar and lainy in the toilet posing for the cam.hahaha.we were discovered by this aunty cleaning the toilet.muhahaa.

i tink i seriously look like a guy!haha.look at the broad shoulders.urggghhh.

i like this photo.sooo nice.haha.guess who?hee.not v hard i tink.

2005-08-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

haha.today trg was the funniest i ever had.capped like mad with yogi even though i felt relatively stable for a period of time!hha((:oh well.maybe im born to be a single sitter.i dun work well with others!ahhaa.aiya.im not STABLE!ahha.hmmpf.i feel quite sick of all this sometimes!haha.jus had a very hectic week in school.alot of mock spa and tests and what haf you.hmpf.can die.but stil i survived.and its really time to start mugging for promo even though others think otherwise.haha.i know myself.aiyo shuyi my chum is really gan chiong la.everyday wan to compare who gets home faster so can mug like shit!oh welll.i sometimes haf better stuff to do like sleeping for example.haha.so competitive,sure feeling the heat man.hahaha.oh well.

its been a long time since we talked.missing you by the minute.((:

oh wellll.such a short entry.hmpfff.

2005-08-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

grr.im falling sick!damn.wadever la.i tink if i dun fall sick then its a miracle of some sort.cos i was in the downpour+eating too much longans which is heaty all is adding up to a bout of fever ready to lash its tongue out at me!gosh..die la.

oh well.trg today was hiong but..effective.haha.cos jiao lian was der to supervise us and all of us had to do increased no of weights!haha.wanlin was like ..'must put the pangsai face so he wont increase the no of wts anymore'hahaha.but alas not really very effective cos he stil increase!haha((:gg to haf cramps all over again.damn.gym smeellled even worse today maybe cos of so many ppl inside!haha.oh well.nearly died from the wave of odour which hit us in the face when we walked in.wahhaha.and we ran 3.2k at a speed which is like equivalent to the speed of wind.bah.its jus me la.im slowpoke and my stamina is like how lan.hohoho.;)oh well.but i still survived.haha.it feels as though i ran 10 rounds at the speed they are gg.hee.

aiya.bio spa was okayy.im such a worrywart.shudn't haf wasted so much of my time yest.boo hoo.aiya.the tian guo de jie ti is getting v sweet.haha.the brother likes the sister!ahha.

-we believe.
i jus wanna the truth.
im like a dried reservoir with no more words inside me.

2005-08-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

my absolute darling 2nd to derrick!

2005-08-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

derrick

i <3 the 2 of them!((:

aiya so scandalous my jy!haha.okayy candyce is quite chio so its okayy.i dun mind

they are quite compatible act.i rem i like darryl rite at the start cos he looked quite cute!

2005-08-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

hahaha.today's trg is damn uneffective.all the pouring at macritchie.its really raining cats and dogs at macritchie.its really big u n t i l i cant even see those ppl rowing in the sea!hahaa.oh well.was running in the r a i n with all the shoes in my hand.talk abt running blindly.i was really running with all the rain in my eyes and really could not see where i was running to.and bang my elbow against the green shed, i did.boohoo.haha.and jasmine said that i can run damn fast under extreme conditions, which is true la.cos my adrenaline comes rushing!

after trg went to eat cartel!!AGAIN.damnit.im really fcuking fat la!haha.oh well.its really sinful cos i ate ice cream after my main course.and its realllyy fat loaded.haha.walau,i tink i gained at least 1kg today!shame on me.

went home and started being a pig.slept for like 3+ plus hours, but considering the fact that i din really do anything except row 2k in a k1 during trg, im reeallyy a true pig.hahaha.aiya.im burning calories while sleeping lor!( s e l f - c o n s o l a t i o n) hee!

2005-08-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

its really great.haha.im falling in love ha.today junyang sang offkey damn funny.sad la.hmmm.today trg cancelled and im damn angry!bot all my stuff aiya.hmpf.we shud construct a new communication system.haha.oh welll.next week is gg to be damn hectic..hmmm.muggggg.i really hope jy get in!pls pls pls.

2005-08-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

saw tracyy today at swensen again.so sinful!2 str8 days of eating sundaes.im quite sure shes gg to sink in k1 if shes doing it again tmr.haha.and she's quite fond of stealing ppl's ice cream so i observe!hahaha.so funny.((:hee.tsk tsk.

2005-08-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

hee.today was quite fun.hmm.for once our gp tutor was in a good mood.haha.((:and let us off early.or isit because he had nothing else to do with us?haha.anw,our bio tutor is damn funny la..he everytime asks us to copy stuff faster!and faster.and hurry uppp!!as if a tiger was behind us and we have to keep rushing and running to get away or sth.okay bad analogy.he gets me nervous when he starts his bout of hurry upping.more like my finger aching from holding the pen too tight and writing too fast.hmmm.okay and he's very gan chiong abt us!and worried basically. "promos is coming and you all better start studying like now!" okay not that i dun wan to, but really my schedule is like how packed and really no time to squeeze in extra revision.hmpf.

shall try harder.

canoe trg was invigorating.haha.did slightly heavier weights than the previous session.think im becoming like tracyy.the hiong woman on the team.haha.aiya.but im going to ache like crazy tmr plus i have yoga session which means i have to stretchhhh!oh man.damn.im gg to be damn shagged tmr.plus tuition after sch.tmr is definitely looking good man.im sure.wahhhh.and the run is good, better than i expected, the way i was dreading it.aiya running is not my forte.pardon me.although i dunno why my legs turned out this way but yeah.its prob not due to excessive running.im sure of it.ahhaha.

time is running out.it is slipping thru my fingers and i some how cant seem to grab hold of it.

2005-08-14T09:34:00.000+08:00

hey new email add.hotmail is burstin out of its capacity.hee.

heallink@gmail.com

2005-08-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

suffered some cuts.superficial injuries but they sure hurt.

im sorry.

i lack courage.give me some time.

im not nice at all.so i realized.what happens now?

2005-08-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

smthg funny happened in class today.reallyy hilarious and embarrassing thou.hahha.me and yogi were like urghhhh!haha.my eye is gonna haf infection tmr i tink..okayyy.xinhui is good la..thou i cant rem wads the first song she sang that moved the judges..hmmm.aiya.silver get out la!you dont belong!!hahaha.lame attempt at singing ah..how can you compare to the other 2 powerhses??hahaha.

dots.im awaiting the result and hopefully my derrick will get in.*fingers crossed.

2005-08-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmm.i haf a feeling that my poor derrick is gonna get kicked out. he got the lowest marks la.but he can always count on me.i alr voted for him.and ching did too((: cheerios!loooking forward to water trg on sat.yupp.sudddenly im awakened to the fact that promos are 7 weeks away and theres this sudden urge to mug!hmmm.the inherent mugger in me is waking up...hahaha.

am i stressing you up?

2005-08-10T19:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.my computer is really screwed beyond words.go crazy spontaneously and leave me hanging.i wan to slap its face!oh well.im really going crazy.pardon me.hahaha.its back to school tmr.i miss my frens..to think of it i act miss school cos really got nothing to do at home.haha.SUPERSTAR COMING RIGHT UP later.hohoho.my lovely junyang and derrick, pls dun get kicked out.i'll be praying for you two.even though y'all dont even no of my pitiful existence.

2005-08-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

i sorta realized certain colours cant be seen clearly now hmm.got to do sth abt this.((:so u wont suffer.im so nice.like now im typing in white which will show up jus fine.((:

lets reach up for the skies
with wings we'll soar up high

2005-08-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

hohoho.my new template.the other one was getting boring and i got nothing to do la.today is a boring day.cooped up at home on nats day is not fun at all.trying to rush all my tut out.hohoho.grrr.

2005-08-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.im getting new specs soon.hoho.i hope i dun look like a astronaut or some car racer..((: happy nats day!enjoy the long break yay!((:cheers.

2005-08-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

haha.oh well.yest was spent at yiliang's hse.let me tell u how big his hse is.we were like sneaking outside his hse cos we dun dare to go in cos no girls larh.haha.and it sure looked impressive from the outside.but the good stuff is at the back man.when we went in theres this tennis table and beyond that is a swimming pool and a stretch of field..((:can lie there and look at stars at nite!so romantic..hohoho.and he has a rather cute dog.haha.lucky.but not v friendly thou.barked and growled at us.wahh.scared.haha.quite nice la.although basically we did nothing of interest there except eat (candies) and play cards and play table tennis.haha.and people got dunked.like yh,ec,ug,yl,and blah.soo fun although i shud say smthg.wanlin washed her hand which was stained with coke in the water so dun be too surprised if the water taste sweet haha!!okay that was supposed to be a secret.heh.((:today's celebration at school was boring!aiyo.except for some highlights such as the breakdancing and the magic show la.quite entertaining.i'll give it a 8/10.ahhahahahah.gg off shoppin with my mom now. see ya ard.((:

2005-08-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

we came in together and we must get out together too.

2005-08-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

hoho.rowed out with sikhs today and we did 6k.not bad thou we shaked violently from side to side at times esp at the 1k mark when theres no one nearby and i kept postulating that we might cap and sikhs getting all kan jiong and aiyo i tink im really fond of ta shui-ing.and i cant synchronize properly with sikhs.shall try harder cos when i really concentrate and follow her,i somehow dun feel like capping.haha!and mr koh is nice.i like him.hoooo.
smthg funny here.sikhs invented a new way of getting into the boat.the frog style.hhahaha.so funny i was sitting at the back and watching her get in and she did the frog style with 2 guys watching.and its damn tickling come to think of it.hohoho.i shall try that next time with u, sikhs.
i dun believe u wont get angry cos everyone no matter how good tempered has a temper.so i dun wanna shout cos sometimes i know its my fault too.forgive me.
did 4k run.
nearly puked halfway cos got some cramps.
but stil i survived thru it cos of my wonderful teammates and a evil looking monkey which really got my adrenaline rushing.screaming is really good for getting rid of cramps shall try that next time i wanna quit and puke.hahaha.sikhs was funny in her encouraging attempts to get me running.
"look, this is where we nearly capped!( referring to the 1k mark)"err.that sortof spurred me on.thank you siqs.
and really thank you, all canoeists.i appreciate all of you.love you all.

2005-08-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

oh my godd!im in love in junyang now.his voice is so melodious can!wahhhh.im lovestruck.too bad my love is not reciprocated can.i really cant stand it.his voice is reallyyyy..i tink the birds will aso come down to hear him sing.wahhaha.i already supported him.more like my sis who is hoppin all over the place and twitching her fingers to the music.haha.oh well.

more about canoe here.today did k2 with sikhs as usual although halfway i have to go off in a t1 to save a capsized k2.haha.walau i hate the person in authority today can.so irritating.kick ass la.wth.hmpf.so arrogant ah.i wanna slap his puny face regardless of whose bf is that.hahahaha.but i like the red shirt guy.someones bro.hes quite nice.and cuter than whoever is concerned.hha.im being quite discrete here.to avoid stating names.and to avoid misunderstandings.haha.he's in business faculty..hoho.i overheard his convo with the person in authority.haha.((:and this person really v irritating.cos there was this guy in a k1 who capped in the middle of nowhere, and obviously all the guys are elsewhere in the water and theres noone nearby to save his life, and onli left us girls!and one of us had to go down to save him.think abt that.its jus returning a small favour and no,he feels quite reluctant to let the guys go down into the water to save our boat.talk abt being selfish and self centred.hmpf.go die la.

anw,onli rowed quite lil today.all of us are improving now.im glad to know that.i tink everyone is inspired by the nats and lets keep up the good work.and im really looking forward to sunday where i can set up my own bridge gambling dan with my canoe-bridge club members!!yay((:cheerss.

the IHC opening ceremony was funny.the ruggers are damn funny and hilarious man.left us in stitches.remind me of sumo wrestlers thou.haha((:all the talents displayed by our budding sportsman and sportswoman are impressive and i quite enjoyed myself with yog up there cos we had our candy to munch at.hohoh.

2005-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

went to gym to push push push.omg i realized im very weak can!hmm.cant sustain for long on the lifting part.and compared to tracy the lean mean machine who is like a bloody njcian(the way she trains?!=>horrendous!),she really hiong la,train like des no tmr!haha.((:oh well.im stil a far way off from her.hee((:aiya.we were doing like alot of sets of arms conditioning.haha.very hard to do la.but at least yog and i get to see our candy moving ard the gymm.hoho.im being too..disgusting,shall stop my nonsense now.haha((:aiya very tiring la.im too stiff to type anything now.hoho.went to practise my strokes with wanlin.hee.they say my strokes not bad.aiwern says its swift!haha.wth,i din no whether im doing it rite thou.i haf to thank the j2s seniors la.they taught me the basics quite welll.yupp((:youjia and jingting and glenda to be exact...cheers.N CHEM SPA SKILL A IS OVER.shall go burn my skill a notes or smtg.haha((:cheers!

N.B:kenny dun be upset over ur ZnCl2 k!cheer up!hee.we still love u despite ur blunder!